i don't deserve to have anyone who cares
i am truly a horrible person
no matter who i am
or what name i use
my past will never go away
and ill never grow
im going to continue to hurt people
its inevitable
everyone will leave me
and then i can finally shrivel up and become nothing like i've always wanted to
that's all i deserve, but even that fate is too gentle for me
i deserve to be in pain
