thinking black and white

 

 haha not like..not like the thinking of black and white thinking (cause i font like this too much, i have quite an open mind and i think of any possibilities and reasons)

but im thinking of that the colors BLACK and WHITE are my favorite! well  no, pink and purples my fave. but black and white is my fav color combo. its the one i connect with the most, too.

and why, you may ask..?

there are several reasons i shall list below.

 WHY I LOVE BLACK + WHITE TOGETHER

• CARTOON NETWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• LIGHT AND DARK (very connected to that idea) + EVERYTHING AND NOTHING (white is every color value and black is the absence of color)!
• DEMONS AND ANGELS!
• YIN AND YANG! 
• HIGH CONTRAST 
• LIFE AND DEATH! 
• OLD TIMEY (THOUGH THATS MORE GREY, WHICH IS ALSO CUTE. THEIR LOVE CHILD.) 
• IT JUST LOOKS NICE TOGETHER!
• DALMATIANS!
•  PRETTY BASIC!
• IT'S ME!!!!!!!!!! MY SOUL!!!!!!!! 

 

 Take a look at this. It's a Striped Polecat "(also called the African polecat, zoril, zorille, zorilla, African muishond, striped muishond, Cape polecat, and African skunk, is a species of mammal native to sub-Saharan Africa)". it's a cool looking mustelid that i see myself in. just cause they look cool. theyre black and white.

 

like other black and white animals too.

  

 i got this from 

https://7esl.com/black-and-white-animals/.

 i identify with animals quite a lot! more than a human...i sewe myself as anything but a human, but im  also a normal human too.,..everything and nothing, just like white and black..is why i love the color combo so so much...i really do see myself as both colors! you cant have one without another ^.^ theyre like soulmates...

i really love that cartoon network chose black and white as it's logo colors. i really resonate with it due to that. the combo reminds me of that network,..my favorite in the world, and the thing isee as the most me. well. one of the things. my identity has been tied to it since forever ago now. it's very clean looking, yet also very fun. very very nice looking. thats something i like a lot...well anyways...

yeah, this is why i like the color combo! im sure i have many many more reasons i cant think of rn...it really is just very  neat...i see my soul as this color.  its like two lovers to me...or maybe twins? soulmates, as i said. intertwined,..the same yet so different!!! i've gotta make a sona thats black and white. i do have one which is Cencie,. I tend to gravitate towards this. white is kind of a nice canvas color, like a blank slate. then black is the stuff that covers the cnavas. like paper and ink. thats also a reason why i like it. hold on wait let me add that to that bullet list yeah. really reminds me of a drawing or writing or whatever. paper and pen...ink...yeah... god i really am horrid at writing. this is just what my brain sounds like. i fail to do any checking or rereading until ive alrerady submitted the damn post. i doubt much people will read this anyways. oh yeah but, i tend to see humans or atelast me as a blank slate. then i add many many colors to it, as a form of self expression + experiences + personality etc etc. this is why Cencie (shown below) is white and black , but also very colorful. beyond just the cartoon network colors cause shes a personified version of CN. yeah i rweally like the network if you couldnt tell. very obvious. shes also white because shes based on those ugly little Noods things. I will post one below too. vvvvv

  

cencie (didn't draw this) 

nood from cartoon network

 

i don't use cencie much anymore. i do miss her. i just don't feel too connected to any sona recently because of my insane depersonalization episode. ahh thats for another blog post. though i just try to take my mind off of it instead of actually focusing on it cause it makes the feelings worse. thats not what this post is about. its about the color combitnion black and white that i love so much. i really love it. i really do. i ll post some more images and leave the blog post ast all. its indescribable i. i really do love it and see myself as these coors. i think everyoine should love it. but i hate black and white thinking its not the same is it? see, i also dont see black and white as good and evil, but i do. i dont think evil is evil. dark is just things we dont underatand because you cannot see it, like the shadows, things that we cant see are inhertely scary to us (and in geenral) its  a tale as old as time.!  !!!!!!!!!!! so we call scary confusing things we don't know "evil" ahhaha its sucha  silly wordddd i love it lo vve love love love love it LOVE LVOE love it love it okkk leaving this post with soe images...i hope maybe someone also relates to me and shares my love for this color combo...writing this made my stomach hurt a bit ton.